I never thought i would turn to a blog to vent about work or about my love life. It seems that a blog seems like the exact right thing for me. I moved back home to the motor city in the time i chose to call Hell... or as others call it, January. I went back to the restaurant that I ran away from as a means to an end. Every day I regret going back because it feels like a part of me is fading away. People in this area need to realize that servers are not their slaves, and just because I am waiting on you does not mean I am beneath you. I work full time, am working towards my bachelors, and find time to enjoy life. I think some people are completely ignorant to how they treat others, and some are just plain rude and dumb. But it feels good to finally remind myself that I am counting down the days until I start a new job with a better outlook for my future.
Now i just need to figure out if the tolerable relationship i am in is the right thing for me.. Am i just settling? Am i actually happy with him or is it just the comfort of having someone next to me at night? Is his snoring and lack of great sex something i can deal with??
WILL SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO TO MAKE MYSELF GIDDY? What kind of guy does it take to knock my socks of these days? Maybe i am just spoiled by the ex... lord knows.. I guess i will continue to write my venting and see where that gets me..
After all, what is a horny cast member supposed to do?
Saturday, September 22, 2012
Saturday, September 3, 2011
I am a selfish person.
I have been avoiding my blog and reading blogs because lately I feel like I have nothing to say. I spent a night catching up with a friend who came down for a visit. It was a complete and utter mind fuck. He kept telling me how I seem different and yet I haven’t changed at all. I just sat back and absorbed everything he said. I am a 21 year old girl, living in an amazing place, working for the best company I could ask for in my degree. Of course I am different. I just wanted to slap him and tell him, "of course I am not the 17 year old naive girl you remember!" I think this visit confirmed that I don’t want him in my life anymore.
From that I have been trying to meet new people and enjoy my time. Online classes are taking a lot of my time and that has me frustrated. But what am I to do? Ha!
Oh! And of course FOOTBALL IS BACK! I am actually sitting on the couch watching my favorite team lead by 7 and couldn’t feel more at peace.
Well this blog was just a vent session. I will be back to vent or muse or whatever it is I feel of that day.
After all, What is a Horny Cast member Supposed to Do?
From that I have been trying to meet new people and enjoy my time. Online classes are taking a lot of my time and that has me frustrated. But what am I to do? Ha!
Oh! And of course FOOTBALL IS BACK! I am actually sitting on the couch watching my favorite team lead by 7 and couldn’t feel more at peace.
Well this blog was just a vent session. I will be back to vent or muse or whatever it is I feel of that day.
After all, What is a Horny Cast member Supposed to Do?
Thursday, July 28, 2011
That is right.. it is Thursday!
Thursday, July 21, 2011
HNT.. it's Thursday, I know!
So as I said on the last HNT... I can NEVER remember what day it actually is. So why not post on either or both? The mood has struck me...
Besides.. What is a Horny Cast Member Supposed to do?
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Oh roommates.
So I have come to the rationalization that well... people suck.
Why do guys only talk to you when it’s convenient? Or maybe it is only when they know you will give them everything they want for the time being.
As you can tell I have been having a rough time in general. Working here, living here, partying here, and well dealing with all this estrogen in the apartment have been rough. Ha!
Between the 8 personalities starting to clash over small things like who left the fridge open, and the neighbor and I getting into an argument my head has been spinning.
I guess now would be the right time to come clean. I have a boy back home... and well the neighbor was probably a mistake, a weak moment when my boy wasn’t sure what we wanted to be. Do I regret it? No. Do I think I could have made a better decision? Yes. I could have bought my toy (the one I bought last week and have become very friendly with let me tell you) a lot sooner, not letting myself get to the point of weakness.
So where does that leave me today? Well, my boy is flying me home to the motor city for a visit, and the neighbor is off on his military duty (one of the things I really liked about him) for the next couple weeks. I guess I will see how things are back home, and then again once I fly back and see the neighbor again...
Hmm today’s post will end with me saying that I’m sure all of my blog posts will be like this... Me venting out my thoughts and ponderings...
After all, what is a Horny Cast Member Supposed to Do?
Why do guys only talk to you when it’s convenient? Or maybe it is only when they know you will give them everything they want for the time being.
As you can tell I have been having a rough time in general. Working here, living here, partying here, and well dealing with all this estrogen in the apartment have been rough. Ha!
Between the 8 personalities starting to clash over small things like who left the fridge open, and the neighbor and I getting into an argument my head has been spinning.
I guess now would be the right time to come clean. I have a boy back home... and well the neighbor was probably a mistake, a weak moment when my boy wasn’t sure what we wanted to be. Do I regret it? No. Do I think I could have made a better decision? Yes. I could have bought my toy (the one I bought last week and have become very friendly with let me tell you) a lot sooner, not letting myself get to the point of weakness.
So where does that leave me today? Well, my boy is flying me home to the motor city for a visit, and the neighbor is off on his military duty (one of the things I really liked about him) for the next couple weeks. I guess I will see how things are back home, and then again once I fly back and see the neighbor again...
Hmm today’s post will end with me saying that I’m sure all of my blog posts will be like this... Me venting out my thoughts and ponderings...
After all, what is a Horny Cast Member Supposed to Do?
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
HNT?
So I have always been intrigued by the HNT posts. Some have made me laugh, some made me want to ogle more, and others well… those just caused me cringing.
Plus I can never remember if it’s Tuesday or Thursday... Well for me it can be both! I will just post a picture when it suits me. Ha!
What is a Horny Cast Member to do?
Plus I can never remember if it’s Tuesday or Thursday... Well for me it can be both! I will just post a picture when it suits me. Ha!
What is a Horny Cast Member to do?
Monday, July 4, 2011
I will be over in 5.
"Are you serious? Are you really home alone for this?" I had butterflies immediately. He was really going to help me take care of my needs. Ha!
Well, it turned out one of my roommates was home. He decided that his roommate was in the living room and I needed to come over there right then. So what did this horny cast member do? I brushed my teeth; made sure my dress hugged all the right curves, and headed next door...
"You know I have to leave for work in a half hour right?" He didn’t seem to care. Next thing I knew, he was kissing down my neck pulling me against him lying on his bed. His hands were all over me. I couldn’t bring myself to stop kissing him. My only thought was the fact that I should not be doing this. He was just the neighbor I had a crush on. Not the guy that would blow my mind in bed.
My god he started running his hands up my legs under my dress (glad I chose that one). He mumbled he couldn’t get enough of my boobs and legs as he lifted my dress to sneak a peek of the lacy blue thong I had on that day.
My god he felt so hard as my hands were undoing his shorts. I couldn’t slow myself down; I needed to feel him right then. At this point I was biting my lip and he was grabbing for the condom. It was so rough and quick that before I knew it I was straddling his hips and my underwear was pulled to the side... God it felt so good to slide down on to him. The sex was quick and I kept control on top. It was exactly what I needed after not having any for awhile.
After the sex, we were both good until I got the text, "That was great, can’t wait to have it again... but can we not tell anyone anything please?"
What is a Horny Cast Member supposed to do?
Well, it turned out one of my roommates was home. He decided that his roommate was in the living room and I needed to come over there right then. So what did this horny cast member do? I brushed my teeth; made sure my dress hugged all the right curves, and headed next door...
"You know I have to leave for work in a half hour right?" He didn’t seem to care. Next thing I knew, he was kissing down my neck pulling me against him lying on his bed. His hands were all over me. I couldn’t bring myself to stop kissing him. My only thought was the fact that I should not be doing this. He was just the neighbor I had a crush on. Not the guy that would blow my mind in bed.
My god he started running his hands up my legs under my dress (glad I chose that one). He mumbled he couldn’t get enough of my boobs and legs as he lifted my dress to sneak a peek of the lacy blue thong I had on that day.
My god he felt so hard as my hands were undoing his shorts. I couldn’t slow myself down; I needed to feel him right then. At this point I was biting my lip and he was grabbing for the condom. It was so rough and quick that before I knew it I was straddling his hips and my underwear was pulled to the side... God it felt so good to slide down on to him. The sex was quick and I kept control on top. It was exactly what I needed after not having any for awhile.
After the sex, we were both good until I got the text, "That was great, can’t wait to have it again... but can we not tell anyone anything please?"
What is a Horny Cast Member supposed to do?
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