I am a selfish person.

I have been avoiding my blog and reading blogs because lately I feel like I have nothing to say. I spent a night catching up with a friend who came down for a visit. It was a complete and utter mind fuck. He kept telling me how I seem different and yet I haven’t changed at all. I just sat back and absorbed everything he said. I am a 21 year old girl, living in an amazing place, working for the best company I could ask for in my degree. Of course I am different. I just wanted to slap him and tell him, "of course I am not the 17 year old naive girl you remember!" I think this visit confirmed that I don’t want him in my life anymore.

From that I have been trying to meet new people and enjoy my time. Online classes are taking a lot of my time and that has me frustrated. But what am I to do? Ha!

Oh! And of course FOOTBALL IS BACK! I am actually sitting on the couch watching my favorite team lead by 7 and couldn’t feel more at peace.

Well this blog was just a vent session. I will be back to vent or muse or whatever it is I feel of that day.

After all, What is a Horny Cast member Supposed to Do?

That is right.. it is Thursday!

So this bra makes me think of the Navy for some reason... I just enjoy it haha

HNT.. it's Thursday, I know!

So as I said on the last HNT... I can NEVER remember what day it actually is. So why not post on either or both? The mood has struck me...

Besides.. What is a Horny Cast Member Supposed to do?

Oh roommates.

So I have come to the rationalization that well... people suck.

Why do guys only talk to you when it’s convenient? Or maybe it is only when they know you will give them everything they want for the time being.

As you can tell I have been having a rough time in general. Working here, living here, partying here, and well dealing with all this estrogen in the apartment have been rough. Ha!

Between the 8 personalities starting to clash over small things like who left the fridge open, and the neighbor and I getting into an argument my head has been spinning.

I guess now would be the right time to come clean. I have a boy back home... and well the neighbor was probably a mistake, a weak moment when my boy wasn’t sure what we wanted to be. Do I regret it? No. Do I think I could have made a better decision? Yes. I could have bought my toy (the one I bought last week and have become very friendly with let me tell you) a lot sooner, not letting myself get to the point of weakness.

So where does that leave me today? Well, my boy is flying me home to the motor city for a visit, and the neighbor is off on his military duty (one of the things I really liked about him) for the next couple weeks. I guess I will see how things are back home, and then again once I fly back and see the neighbor again...

Hmm today’s post will end with me saying that I’m sure all of my blog posts will be like this... Me venting out my thoughts and ponderings...

After all, what is a Horny Cast Member Supposed to Do?

HNT?

So I have always been intrigued by the HNT posts. Some have made me laugh, some made me want to ogle more, and others well… those just caused me cringing.

Plus I can never remember if it’s Tuesday or Thursday... Well for me it can be both! I will just post a picture when it suits me. Ha!

What is a Horny Cast Member to do?

I will be over in 5.

"Are you serious? Are you really home alone for this?" I had butterflies immediately. He was really going to help me take care of my needs. Ha!

Well, it turned out one of my roommates was home. He decided that his roommate was in the living room and I needed to come over there right then. So what did this horny cast member do? I brushed my teeth; made sure my dress hugged all the right curves, and headed next door...

"You know I have to leave for work in a half hour right?" He didn’t seem to care. Next thing I knew, he was kissing down my neck pulling me against him lying on his bed. His hands were all over me. I couldn’t bring myself to stop kissing him. My only thought was the fact that I should not be doing this. He was just the neighbor I had a crush on. Not the guy that would blow my mind in bed.

My god he started running his hands up my legs under my dress (glad I chose that one). He mumbled he couldn’t get enough of my boobs and legs as he lifted my dress to sneak a peek of the lacy blue thong I had on that day.

My god he felt so hard as my hands were undoing his shorts. I couldn’t slow myself down; I needed to feel him right then. At this point I was biting my lip and he was grabbing for the condom. It was so rough and quick that before I knew it I was straddling his hips and my underwear was pulled to the side... God it felt so good to slide down on to him. The sex was quick and I kept control on top. It was exactly what I needed after not having any for awhile.

After the sex, we were both good until I got the text, "That was great, can’t wait to have it again... but can we not tell anyone anything please?"

What is a Horny Cast Member supposed to do?

Do you not know how to cook?

What is it about living with girls that can ruin someone's mood in .5 seconds? Do you really have to leave a pan with a layer of burnt food on the stove for 36 hours until i decide i need it and have to wash it myself? Oh and then tell me that the layer of black burnt food is normal when you cook chicken? My goodness.

Ok.. now that i have vented about that..

Where did i leave off? Oh right, Horny in florida with a handsome neighbor.  Within the first week there were trips to the amusement parks, group dinners, and of course the sexually frustrating cuddling. After that all bets were off..

Beginning of week 3 i decided to fire off a text.... "I am home alone, come over?"

What is a Horny Cast Member supposed to do?

Out On My Own

Goodness, where do I start? I think this blog will be a way for me to express my horny self while living in this apartment with 8 girls and more rules than I can count on my fingers and toes.

I have always been a girl that was more comfortable around guys, not girls. How am I going to last 7 months with 8 girls, 2 showers, and only 4 straight guys living next door? It's simple. I become best friends with the girls, and flirt like hell with the guys. Ha!

Our first night was a great time. We invited the guys over and I made my Man-Approved nachos to enjoy a night of laughs and games. The night was great, until the conversation turned to sex- or the lack thereof- that would be happening for the next long while. The flirting continued and well, even after the first night the pairing off was already apparent. I unfortunately hadn't decided that I wanted any of them.

After a few days of flirting, I was driving to the store and it hit me. Florida Makes Me Horny. Well, that and the fact that I wanted my neighbor more than I probably should have.

What is a Horny Cast Member to do?